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im trying to figure out a million things
im trying to figure out my life
but everything ive ever said
is just a fucking lie
i dont know what all ive said to you
and i dont know if it was the truth
and if you fucking believed it
well i guess that thats on you
cause ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
and ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
well i dont know if you are real
and I don't know if you are fake
because fact and imagination
are combining in my brain
theres a million combinations
and only one's the truth
and if i can manage to figure it out,
ill finally regain my youth
cause ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
and ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
no sense of reality
no fear or despair
im sitting in a rocking chair
alone in my lucid dreams
and theres a grey screen
foggy as my mind
obscuring what can be seen ahead
so i have to look behind
oh ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
and ive been trying
to figure it out
to figure it out
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2. |
Squat the World (Demo)
01:45
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living in the house on Ash Avenue
thought we had the deed but that wasn't true
we were just young kids starting a new chapter in our lives
but we started a new chapter in our criminal demise
so now we're squatters living in the attics
of all the houses abandoned long ago
if it can House people then it really shouldn't be empty
our markets and society have become unlivable
squat the world
living in the house on Ash Avenue
thought we had the deed but that that just wasn't true
we were just young kids starting a new chapter in our lives
but we started a new chapter in our criminal demise
so now we're felons hiding from the cops
fugitives from Justice well Justice can suck my cock
I'm so tired of neglecting shelter for the people
action must be taken whether or not it's legal
squat the world
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my life is a nightmare
i havent felt real in 18 years
im drowning in my mind
the screaming is louder
than anything i can fathom
and i try my best to hold on
to something real
im existing in darkness
a cloud of uncertainty
surrounds my fate
im trying to see this
blur of something in front of my face
and i take a moment to step back
from the reality thats suppressing my thoughts
and i can see you're crying in the corner
where i used to cry
and i can see you're dying on the inside
like i have all my life
and i can feel it, the pain you feel
and i can tell you, it's definitely real
my life is a daydream
a random collection of memories and fears
im trying to grab hold
of anything within my reach
as im yearning to understand what people mean
when they talk about the good old days
the world is too bright now
i cant see a single thing
i would much prefer the darkness,
where there was emptiness where i now feel pain
so i trace back to those lonely times
when it was just me and my thoughts
i know they weren't really better, they were just more simple
and i can see you're crying in the corner
where i used to cry
and i can see you're dying on the inside
like i have all my life
and i can feel it, the pain you feel
and i can tell you, it's definitely real
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4. |
Be Free (Demo)
01:45
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theres millions of people in poverty
and its not all the governments fault
im not praising the government
capitalism's the root of it all
corporate greed is rampant indeed
and were paying the price
i cant afford my medications
i cant afford my life
a doctor's appointment costs an arm and a leg
especially if you're not cis
marginalized people get it worse
this whole system is rigged
so fuck this healthcare system
its fucking you and me
i dont wanna live here
i just wanna be free
i just wanna
hop the train on down to nowhere
and maybe live on the rails
live a life outside of this one
like the stories my brain entails
im barely surviving, im done with living
or at least living this way
i just want the freedom
of living on a train
so fuck this whole damn system
its fucking you and me
i dont wanna live here
i just wanna be free
im done with all the capitalist corporate
bullshit you put me through
im done with the wage slavery
and im surely done with you
were building a system outside of your system
were going to overthrow you
so send your cops and military
and well overthrow them too
so fuck this whole damn system
its fucking you and me
i dont wanna live here
i just wanna be free
i just wanna be FREE
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ACAB (Demo)
01:23
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walking down the street
i see people dressed in rags
their wardrobe is incomplete
and they're missing trust in society
a government tried to replace our community
but it doesn't look out for the interests of you and me
acab I say fuck the police
I don't care about them they don't care about me
I think the government can burn down
I'm about done with this po-dunk town
the war on drugs won't target me
it's really a war on being a racial minority
here comes the police force
they say they protect and serve
but they only protect themselves
and serve you eviction papers
acab I say fuck the police
I don't care about them they don't care about me
I think the government can burn down
I'm about done with this po-dunk town
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